These next few weeks leading up to the move are going to be the hardest I've ever known. Everyone is beginning to input their opinion about what I should be doing and how I should be doing it. It's such an internal struggle to be respectful yet independent. Do I take some of their advice and mix it with mine? Do I stick with my gut feelings and forge forward with my own plan?
This whole adventure is happening because I don't feel like Napa has much for me right now. BF and I need to figure out what we want out of life TRULY and our own struggles are making it very hard to co-exist peacefully. And I love that man with all my heart. Moving to Pennsylvania will open up doors that don't even exist if I stay in California. How awesome to be a part of the NCAA and around so many amazing historical monuments. Maybe a New Year's in Times Square is fitting, or a weekend girls trip to the Pocono Mountains. Whatever happens will be a learning experience and I need some clarity about what lies ahead for me.
On a good note, all my classes are scheduled: it will be a full load, but I'm prepared for hard work so I can graduate a Nittany Lion. Wish me luck!
XO
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